I never was 'caught in the act'
(thank God!). I am a 27 year old who is still in the closet. When I was a junior
in high school. (16 years old), I had all my frilly lingerie and silks hidden in
my room behind a drawer. The drawer was very tight and always stuck. I hid the
stuff 'behind' the drawer so even if someone opened it, they would not
immediately see anything. Of course, this was not the cleanest place to preserve
my lovely silks and frilly petticoat. I do take care of things better now. In
there, I had a lovely short petticoat, a corset with garters, thigh high
stockings, and a couple pairs of silk panties. The corset was my
ex-girlfriend's. She wore it once when she snuck over my house in the middle of
the night and left it there. Naturally, I persuaded her to leave it there.
Afterwards, I had wonderful times with it. One pair of panties were my
mothers! The other stuff was stolen from places. (i.e. the sister's room at a
Anyway.. I went away for a week with my new
girlfriend to the Poconos. When I came back, my mother told me she was
cleaning out my room and found all the stuff.
"Is that yours?" she asked.
"No!" I denied. "Of course not.
What would I do with that stuff? I'm no fag!"
"I don't know," she said. "Maybe
wear it and get sexually aroused... and masturbate."
I couldn't believe it! She summed up
everything with one sentence!!!! I laughed like it was a silly
"Nah! It's Carla's!" I said. Carla was
my ex-girlfriend. "She wanted me to keep the stuff as a souvenir. I
forgot it was there."
At the time it seemed to work. I didn't even
realize that one of the pairs of panties were hers. She put all the stuff in a
bag and threw it in the garbage before I even got home. That pissed me off. It
took a long time to get that stuff and it was my very first corset with
garters! She never mentioned anything about it again but I was so embarrassed!
I think she accepted my story as denial. She didn't want her son to be a
transvestite. So... now, I still live my secret double life but now, I
am not purging and my wardrobe has gotten much better.
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